How can people be so fake?

First of all, men are stupid. This one nigga acts like he doesn't even know me - and then he decides to do some trippy shit and smile at me and say hi. Get the fuck outta here. Stop playing with my emotions!

And then I'm so sick of fake bitches, how the fuck can you be my friend one minute, and then turn around and talk shit behind my back? Seriously, what is this, high school? You too, get the fuck outta here.

Whatever, I'm off to work. Holla.

8:04

It's 8:04 in the morning, which means I only slept for 4 hours. And that's not normal considering how damn tired I was yesterday. Have you ever had a gut feeling that something was wrong? Well that's what I'm getting at right now.

Untitled.

At no point in time, did I expect to have to pen this rhyme.
So many tears have fallen - it should be classified as a water conservation crime.
He should be on death row for all the heartbeats he's stolen out of my chest.
I'm living vicariously through my pain, and I don’t know how many breaths I have left.
I'm writing ambidextrously, knowing my right hand is the only one that works.
I'm forcing thoughts out of left field, when all I wanna say is,
YOU DON’T KNOW HOW MUCH THIS SHIT HURTS!

She got her own.

I feel like I'm falling behind in class. It's not even me, not really anyways. It's my teacher. She's a nutcase, forreal.

I guess it's not much help that he's in my class. What a distraction. Why can't he just be out of my life already? It's retarded to walk by him everyday and front like we don't even know eachother. Shit, I wish we didn't. Have you ever just wanted to erase a part of your memory? Kinda feels like everywhere I go, I see him. Almost seems like the man upstairs isn't ready for us to be out of eachother's lives yet - but shit, I don't see us ever speaking again.

I love the beach.

I skipped school today, to hit the beach. UGH sue me. But it was so beautiful. Incredibly calming and relaxing. Considering the fact that I have a 67 hour work week ahead of me, the beach was the perfect place to go. There is no more beautiful place to watch the sunset.

I had a great day :)