Saturday, July 18, 2009


It's 8:04 in the morning, which means I only slept for 4 hours. And that's not normal considering how damn tired I was yesterday. Have you ever had a gut feeling that something was wrong? Well that's what I'm getting at right now.


At no point in time, did I expect to have to pen this rhyme.
So many tears have fallen - it should be classified as a water conservation crime.
He should be on death row for all the heartbeats he's stolen out of my chest.
I'm living vicariously through my pain, and I don’t know how many breaths I have left.
I'm writing ambidextrously, knowing my right hand is the only one that works.
I'm forcing thoughts out of left field, when all I wanna say is,

She got her own.

I feel like I'm falling behind in class. It's not even me, not really anyways. It's my teacher. She's a nutcase, forreal.

I guess it's not much help that he's in my class. What a distraction. Why can't he just be out of my life already? It's retarded to walk by him everyday and front like we don't even know eachother. Shit, I wish we didn't. Have you ever just wanted to erase a part of your memory? Kinda feels like everywhere I go, I see him. Almost seems like the man upstairs isn't ready for us to be out of eachother's lives yet - but shit, I don't see us ever speaking again.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

I love the beach.

I skipped school today, to hit the beach. UGH sue me. But it was so beautiful. Incredibly calming and relaxing. Considering the fact that I have a 67 hour work week ahead of me, the beach was the perfect place to go. There is no more beautiful place to watch the sunset.

I had a great day :)